What to do when you can't sleep? Wonder around aimlessly in
blogland of course :) As our due date approaches, schedules are becoming more hectic. Shouldn't it really be the other way around? Well, that was my intention really. My work (yeah, they treat me well) allows for up to 4 weeks off prior (paid, w/o a Dr's note) before the baby comes and our 12 week maternity leave starts. While I had no intention of taking all of this time, I did want to end a little early to give myself time to get into baby mode and wrap up any lose ends (not to mention calm the anxiety of my water breaking around work). Oh, and did I mention Otto and Baby Surprise still in progress?
Anyways, tomorrow is my last day at the office. I thought I would have
access to email and my work items at home to at least check in from time to time and keep somewhat "in the know".....yesterday I found out....the answer is NO. Apparently those silly insurance companies like to screw up your pay and benefits if you access work in any way. Their point, "if you are even looking at email, how do they know that you are really disabled?" You are either working or disabled. They apparently don't float into the gray lines of people like me wanting some sanity when they go back to work and see their overloaded email box.
Hmmm...let's see...I have to clear out about 250-300 emails after being gone a week....times at least 12......OUCH. And that is just emails, the smallest part of my universe. Se la vi, I
suppose.
Well, back to lay down and see if I can clear my head of the list of things I want to get done tomorrow. er today. And this is EXACTLY why I am having a week off prior to the expected date....I need to clear out this clutter and stress (forcefully if I have to), so I can focus on the important things....giving birth to a healthy, adorable, little baby and addition to our family :)
Take care everyone, and sleep like a baby (what is with that expression anyways)
:)